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[Aug. 10th, 2009|05:54 am] |
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| | get over it- avril lavigne | ] |
I want a guy
is to be there for me whenever i'm need a listening ear
is to tolerate my attitude/moodswings
is to accompany till late night
is to get me food and drinks when i'm hungry in the night
is to say goodnight before he went to bed
is to make me laugh and can cheer me up
is to hold me tight and never let me go
is willing to accept who i am not what i am.
who can trust me all the time
hug me when i sleep
who respect me
see me fall asleep before he do
cheer my days up just by his randomness
Who make me feel like princess whenever i with him
who will be the one C;
Right now,
I getting over you.
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| it's time to let go |
[Aug. 9th, 2009|03:07 am] |
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| | come on get higher - matt nathnason | ] |
Today was fun , finally the 6 of us can go out already! ;D
next week i can't go out = can't visit my brother );
nevermind , I will visit you when i got homeleave on the 1st week
for you , i will try my best to be good and not get smokerlyzer ;)
HBF , i hearts you all big time man! HAHAHA!
After hearing what she said to me
i was shock to hear that , and i cried again
my heart hurts alot when she break this news to me.
Oh-so-great patricia , i don't know what to do right now.
i'm so lost , who can i call out to now? noone.
i miss you , i still love you , really
i trying so hard to move on without you, but it seems to be so hard. Crap ;/
i feel so suffocated when i think of you. i want to see you again, once more time
but now , i really think that now i really really have to let you go no matter what.
Goodbye.
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[Aug. 1st, 2009|01:51 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
I won't stop you all doing the things you all to do already
All the best(; |
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[Jul. 12th, 2009|03:48 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
I miss you so badly right now
but you wasn't online.
i don't know what happen to you again
you're back to the emo person that i used to know again
Don't let me go
as i not really willing to let you go in the first place.
i don't want this dream to become broken.
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| will it work right this time? |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|09:54 am] |
called V not long ago :/ he seems to be very very tired.
but he still can talk to me on the phone.
Cute soft voice man! *laughs*
Later on V is going to fetch me back to GH :)
super happy la! going to see his face again
and for the 5 damn day we are not going to see each other );
talk on the phone with V the whole night and we say alot of craps.
Morning cab down to airport as dad have to go back to thailand
waited for brother to come , in the end he never show up.
Was kinda disappointing though , but it's alright
i don't blame you c:
I'm so tired nowwww ); i wanna sleep but , i got alot of things to do ! GRRRR
i never had this feeling before.
What's with the feeling? ;/
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| can we or can't we? |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|12:42 am] |
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I miss you so badly
i want to see your face again.
and you gonna have a full time job soon means we are going to meet very seldom already.
but it's okay, you happy i will be happy too :DDDD
( Rants )
I feel real bad right now , damn
i'm going to have a puff right.
BYE
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| No mood at all. |
[Jun. 21st, 2009|12:44 am] |
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Everything's going haywire for me right now
going home and not going home is no different at all right now
i can't really stop myself thinking negative things on us.
tell me? where am i really belong ;/
no one understands me
no one is going to be with me
no one cares me
no one really bothers me
no one likes me ;/ |
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[Jun. 14th, 2009|02:43 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
It's been long since i meet up with this joker.
Was having fun with her today. Great! :D
we have more to catch up right?!
 
 
I was happy to see you today
but you make me mad in the night ;/
i don't know what's your mind thinking.
Bitchhhh!
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| Worst |
[Jun. 7th, 2009|01:07 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | 果我變成回憶-Tank | ] |
Sometimes people is fickle.
so fickle that they can't make choices and yet be greedy and take everything in one time.
like i am now.
i don't wanna move on without you.
but seems like , you are making me move on without you right now.
i'm feeling so terribly , my tears has dried up
i no longer can cry for you.
everytime i went to MSN , you wasn't online
and yet is that someone online. Where have you been?
i want to talk to you again, even just a few words.
it's makes me assure that you are fine.
Somebody came my house downstair.
accompany that somebody till afternoon and went off.
It's kinda fun being with you.
Going back soon....
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| Just for you. |
[Jun. 7th, 2009|03:12 am] |
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Everyone break promises
so i don't blame you at all and you don't have to feel bad about it anyway.
cause i know it would happen.
As long as you are happy , i'm fine with it ;D
Last but not least, Last long with your gf !
You know who you are.
I'm so sleepy.
later still have to meet someone in the morning.
Faster get to bed and hopefully i can get up! :\
I.WANT.HAVE.MC.TOO !
Sashimi, without you around it wasn't as fun as it was.
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| Worn out. |
[Jun. 6th, 2009|02:25 am] |
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yeah. i guess what i want to say have said it all out already.
i don't want you kept waiting for me, it's so tiring.
i know you don't mind waiting. but i do mind you waiting.
It's pointless already.
I know you want to help me,
what for? when everything is useless.
stop trying , let nature take it course, ya'll know who am i talking about.
Yes, you.
alright i shall stop all my emo shit crap talking.
I want to get
A
Apple laptop
back pack
iphone
new handphone / itouch
new house * Immpossible
new clothes :D
Camera
new Ipod.
I WANT TO BE RICH RICH RICH.
Right now.
Patricia.Needs.To.Starts.Saving.Money.Already * Sob face.
But i later on going to buy new clothing with sweetheart .
AHHHH! i want to stop spending so much $$ D:
SASHIMI , FASTER COME OUT AND CONTROL OF MONEY ! D:
( DON'T EVER CLICK IT! TRUST ME. )
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[May. 31st, 2009|01:19 am] |
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Serious
if you want her? go ahead i won't stop you.
i didn't call her come , is someone else did.
why you have to drag my name down to the message yuou send her ?
was it wrong going out with us? or must she stick to you!?
she's not yours , and she's not mine too.
she can be with whoever she like.
like what i say and you say , we don't want to quarrel because of her
what are you trying to say ? i can't take all this .You know that ;/
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[May. 24th, 2009|04:42 pm] |
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Watching the times how i walked to your house
makes me feel so happy .
but now looking at it now.
it was all heart ache that left behind me.
i really want to move on .);
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| Have a fun day. |
[May. 10th, 2009|02:59 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Hayden Panettiere - Wake Up Call | ] |
was browsing pictures on my phone , and i saw your pictures and i cried like a baby over here.
i want to forget you , but all those memories flash back , how you made me smile so much in a day , make me cry so badly at the other day,
how i wish everything can be alright and things won't change where ever i am or what state am i in now. but things have to change.till now i haven't move on even though i looked like i did.
Lovelies ,
Thanks for those words and hugs you all gave me (;
i want to do alot of things but there wasn't enough time for me to do ;/
I want longer homeleave! ); My panda eyes is closing already ;/
but i don't want to go to bed. I'm waiting for your messages later on ! (;
shall update later on.
i want spend my time with you , just you.
not anymore.
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| Why things can't be the way i wanted. |
[May. 9th, 2009|01:57 am] |
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Effing, i'm so so so sad , angry & disappointed in myself.
i know i can make it , but somehow there's something pulling me back.
damn! tell me what's wrong , i want everything to go smoothly like how it used to be.
but no matter how hard i tried , it's still the same.
there's no improvement at all.
I want to go hiatus for a while , maybe it will be better ;/
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[May. 1st, 2009|10:50 pm] |
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I want to change to LJ . but i also want keep blogger too ;/
How?!
You always make my mind on and off with your face.
I miss you :/
That's how i feel about you.
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| what's love? |
[May. 1st, 2009|03:00 am] |
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There's so much things i wanna say.
but think for the second thought . i think i shouldn't post over here.
i shall post and my reharsetheplay.
I'm fighting to let you go ;/
i don't want to be so foolish again.
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[Apr. 26th, 2009|04:55 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Da ge | ] |
I am seeing you tomorrow till Thursday :D
and you are going to see my new hair style
and i bet you're gonna laugh at me.
* I know you would't be seeing this , but it's ok ;)
I don't want make this hard on me and you and you and you and you and you.
I'm sorry human. i didn't mean to break your heart(s)
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| B, you're mine. |
[Apr. 25th, 2009|06:30 pm] |
| [ | Mood |
| | crushed | ] |
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| | Nice piece of art- Fm Static | ] |
I am out now.
but sweetheart and gf wasn't. they will be cut for 1 month cause of breaking curfew.damn it!
Nevermind, i will wait for you all to come out.
Have a boring day , brother is coming to find me later on to pass him $$
Monday is my exam, Add oil Patricia !
You know you are still my mind, No
but i guess, i need to find someone to replace you in my heart );
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| I still can't face it up |
[Apr. 19th, 2009|02:52 am] |
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Meet up with sashimi and co,
having a great day with them.
I wish there's wasn't me in the world ;/
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